Have you ever felt like your life was being guided in every direction? Where everything is going right and you are jut being lead to the right people to the right seminars to the right store all at the right times? This has been my experiences these last few months. Don’t get me wrong I have had plenty of days, months and years where I felt I wasn’t going anywhere or doing anyone any good. But this is about my latest experiences.
My friend, Nannette, invited my to a seminar as her guest. I remember opening it up and saying – YAH! This is exactly what I want, I can’t wait! I had thought it was a seminar on oils (I had just joined the doTERRA team and was in the learning stages). When I got there and realized my mistake I thought that it might be a seminar where lots of different people get up and share their expertise and try to sell your their product. I began to get an attitude and felt that if I wasn’t with Nannette I would just leave. But as it progressed I saw that there was a theme in each of the speakers and that each of them were truly honest in their desire to help make the individual prosperous! From there I began to think that I may be able to use their tools and plans to help sell my book. And that’s when it became exciting for me and I was ALL in.
Since then I have gotten very close to my purpose. I went from wanting to publish my outlines, to helping mothers, to teaching teenagers, to starting a school and now recently I get that it is a little more with people waiting for me to help heal them and that it is on both sides of the veil. I received my “call”, now I just need to learn how to do it. I am to heal people through communication and education.
My journey to get to this point has been fast and furious, but fun and energetic. After attending the Prosperity Summit I joined the Prosperity Tribe, a group of people who want to change and create prosperity in their life. I went home to my new home and began unpacking and purging. With each trip to the dump I felt a little freer spiritually as well as physically. The first week I committed to have a purposeful power hour. I learn soon that this was power. I studied, prayed and exercised (I learned that it was working in the garden and yard that I felt accomplished and getting a good workout). As the week progressed I decided that it wasn’t enough for me and I added a lot more things to do. But by Monday night only 1 of the 4 were complete. I had to ask myself what was wrong why couldn’t I make this happen? That night I prayed and learned that I hadn’t turned it over to God so He could make it happen. So I gave my goals to Him and the next day before the lunch I had everyone of the goals completed. (I watched Celestial Education, watched Garrett video, called 4H, called for the 12 step program).
At the lunch with the Tribe, Gerald asked me, “W”hat would happen if I published? I answered, “I could touch peoples lives.” Then he asked, “What would happen if I didn’t?” “I wouldn’t touch people.” So, he said, “It is a guarantee that if you didn’t you could touch and help no one, but if you did there is a possibility you could touch lives, then why don’t you do it?” From that conversation I was committed to publish. When I returned home and checked my email and saw a documentary on a school in California, The Independent Project and a whole new idea began to emerge – I could start a school!! WOW!!! that was a big jump. So then I committed to come up with a name, get my branding, get my group together and get a date for my first day. I did that with amazing results (read them on my keystone education blog). I was going to be the creator of a school, the possibilities were endless.
The next week we began the Liberation Challenge: to physically clean out our clutter. So I committed to get my bedroom, family room and garage cleaned out! Then I attended a class on chacras. During the meditation and when we were concentrating on the heart I saw many many faces flash before my face, to the point I was overwhelmed, my grandma’s face came and I felt comforted and she said, “you are fine, we are here” and then more faces. The instructor, Daniel McDonald later told me that those were the faces waiting for me to help. They were on both sides of the veil. Family History, he said, was not just for temple work, but spiritual healing. I was overcome with emotion, this was truth, my calling. That night I dreamt about a conversation my mother in law that had very recently died (see fb under Carol Neil Family). She gave me many instructions, none of which I remember at this moment, but know I will later. In the dream the message was powerful and I wanted to share it with everyone. So that is my journey to this point and I still I’m being guided to where I need to be.
Other things are happening more often too. I have a “treasure box” that I keep my special items from childhood in, plus I have one for Thom, his Mom and his Dad. I had the thought that I needed a bigger treasure box to put them all in. Tonight my dear friend, Sharon Dawson gave me a large chest, exactly the right size. Another, I really want a hair cut, so I thought, if I could get $10 I would spend it on a hair cut. Tonight I received $10. Amazing Journey indeed!! I hope you have days like this too.